dragonblade0's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- theres still traces of you in my veins i look around at the people i know and i realise that i am a tricky twisted combination of them all. even the people i don't really know anymore, they have affected me, and i've changed just a litle bit beacause of them. everything from the way i think, to the way i dress, to the things i do and the opinions i have is linked to someone in my life, past or present, possibly even future. sometimes i worry i am not exactly myself, the person i could have been. but i would be nobody without my friends... they mean the world to me. i could tell you things i've added as a part of me, and who because of, but i'm almost afraid i'll break myself down too much and discover theres no ME. no kay. what a disturbing thought.... on that note i leave with a poem written almost a year ago, in reference to someone else... it turned out to be their favorite out of all my poems, and they didn;t even realise it was inspired by them. I am i am him
i am liam
i am meghan
i am my father
i'm not myself,
9:20 p.m. - 2004-03-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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