dragonblade0's Diaryland Diary

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i loved your hands

i loved your hands.
those absolutely gorgeous hands.
i loved the way they looked &
i loved the way they felt.
but then your hands told me
bitter painful truths,
and i no longer want your hands.
instead, mine bleed for
the memory of yours lost.

a few days ago i took my fairly blunt knife and applied enough pressure that i pierced the skin of my hand. i stood there for a good 10 minutes. just gripping the blade, placed exactly along the life line of my right hand. i wasn't going to, but i did. it wasn't anything random either. what you have to realise is the symbolism of the hand... the life line groove. i loved his hands. but he hurt me, just enough that it's proven to be a horrible week, on top of everything else. the significance of the life line, you must understand, is that this is another piece of my life, another stupid guy, another bad memory i don't want anymore. and it all intertwines into one seemingly innocent groove down my hand. those few cuts mean he affected me, and now it's time to move on.

10:55 a.m. - 2004-02-20

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