dragonblade0's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- vaguely....confused.... soooooo, a lot has happened since i last updated. firstly... thursday my mom was thouroughly upset with me over grades. i left the house mad at her. and then after school graham broke it off. and it hurt. but apparently i'm getting better at being jaded every day, i couldn't even cry. maybe once i actually talk to him (i haven't gotten to since then) i'll tell you all about that... sigh. friday, was interesting. i was fairly in an eh mood cause of losing graham. i went to the school wayyyyy early cause i brought a cake in for my darling sam. so i spent an hour in comm tech before school started. had a math test, i think i failed. sam wasn't at school for lunch. that was vaguely upsetting. comm tech was amusing, tanya kept me company in comm tech, trying to make me feel better about the graham thing. after school tanya and i brought outthe cake for sam, when we went through the doors the the caf we started singing happy birthday at the top of our lungs, hahaha it was so great. then things got weird. nomey was supposed to be staying at my place, but we were also supposed to be staying in town or something. tanya was at the school and i had to burn something to a cd, so we agreed that nomey would call tanya's cell. well i'm way out of town driving matt home when the phone rings and it's my mom, and she's not impressed... she had just found nomey in town, withOUT me... yea. and then nomey called and was like 'yea, your mom just found me...' and she was saying that she HAD to stay in town. why? cause she had money and she was supposed to be drinking with just 'a few' friends. it's allll jaime's fault. i was worried. seriously... so i get back to town and convince my om to let us stay till 9, cause we wanted to go see 'a movie'. bullshit, i needed to keep an eye on nomey. so 'a few' turned into 11 of us, at some guys house in this dimly lit tiny room. the smoke from the weed was sooo thick it was insane. then they went and bought a bottle of whiskey. it was gone within the hour. 2 of the girls were sooo gone it wasn't even funny. another girl was sad, nomey was sooo upset because of jaime, girls crying, guys stoned, poor liz was falling over and at one point i had to lift her off the floor and make sure she got safely to the bathroom so she could puke. i spent 20 minutes with her and her boyfriend, just keeping her in good hands, making sure she was all right. wow, it was quite the experience. i got a good number of hugs... and nomey kept trying to convine me graham was gay, so it didn't matter anyways. ha, and it was determined that the best compliment possible for another girl was 'if i was a les, i'd screw you, you're that great.' fun times, fun times. i'm glad i stuck around to keep an eye on nomey. we got home and went to bed, cause her stomach wasn't impressed with her for what she took earlier in the night... and just for the record, i drank, but not enought to have any effect. this morning we went to Canadian Tire to get a plug. and then we're walking down the aisles, and dad's like, want a bike krys? i didn't believe he was actually going to get me one, but i like looking. but, he bought me a bike. i was SOOO CONFUSED! cause i knew mom was not impressed with me for my marks. and since when.... it was just so confusing. but it's a sweet bike. so yea. all in all, I'm confused. and attempting to just forget, move on, stay smiling. although the smile seems to be elusive right now... aside from every time i walk up the stairs and see my bike... i can't help but smile then. but i'm babysitting tonight, so until the next time i have something to say, enjoy yourselves. 6:08 p.m. - 2004-03-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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