dragonblade0's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- it's all good. so i went to the school nurse, explained the presence of these sores, how they were mostly gone, but i thought i should ask. she said it was probably just a reaction to something or another. if there had only been one, and if i had been in my later 20's, i may have had to worry. but i'm good. i feel better now, no half conscious worry. now, i went to see her last october too. i talked to her about my habits of cutting, my desire to, i told her alllll about justin. so today she asked, how are you doing, have you stopped your cutting, did you ever look into a councellor, whats the deal with that guy these days? and i told her, i'm doing good. on the whole i do not cut myself anymore, cept for that one time last month, but that was symbolic. no, i never called about a councellor, no, i'm no longer on st John's wort. that guy.... i try not to keep him in my life. although we're friends and i drop by every once in a while, he's just another person. i told her about graham, how we've been going out for about the last 3 weeks. i told her he makes me smile. she asked me if i thought i needed birth control. i smiled and said, no, i don't think so, and assured her that if things ever went that far i would be sure to see her before hand. she said it was good to see me smiling, and that she was happy about graham. all in all it was good. 12:05 p.m. - 2004-03-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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