dragonblade0's Diaryland Diary

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yet another plan fallen to the floor

i hate it when plans with certain people always fall through. and never on my part. either -

their mom won't drive them
they're not allowed out because they went out last night (and said plans with yours truly weren't spontaneous)
they slept in, therefore missing their bus, therefore not in town (and failing a course in the process. ironically now they don't care about this class, even though they said they weren't sure they'd make it out to see me cause they absolutely had to work on whatever was due in this class.)
they get drunk at a party, end up staying there over 24 hours. in which case the next afternoon they say they could probably come into town, but i find out they fell asleep and never really made the attempt.

each time a plan falls through, i expect it to. i'll make plans, and hope they happen, but i'm not shocked or really even upset when they don't. you learn to not expect it. they say one thing, assume the opposite. sigh. i'm more than a little ticked/sad/annoyed this time though. i shouldn't really be, but it makes me feel slightly horrible inside.

but i care too much, so what can you expect.

4:47 p.m. - 2004-01-29

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