dragonblade0's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- slightly neglected i've kinda been neglecting diaryland lately. not purposefully... it just kinda happens. actually i've got a whole slew of thoughts i want to write down. i want to write about going to see carlin with tanya, and about how i got kicked out of a school today, and the fun that is exam week. then i want to tell you the thoughts i've been having. worring about a guy when i shouldn't be, worried about where that might go. stressed about an upcoming party. getting uber bad vibes about it, as are some other people. the tarot cards agree. speaking about tarot cards, they never seem to have good news for me. i've got 2 more exams next week. i should study for them but in know i probably won't. might be going on a quasi date tomorrow. i'm not thinking of it as a date, but i guess in every sense of the word it is... looking forward to that, as long as i'm not 8 hours away that is. oh yea, i might be getting up at 3 or something stupid and driving to a little town far away. my parenst are making funny noises cause they're eating sushi with slightly retarded amounts of wasabi. i've got too many thoughts floating around in my head. thoughts. worries. concerns. ideas. memories. i long for a blankness... just the thinking to stop. even sleeping doesn't work. i mean, i fall asleep and i'm replaying scenarios or extending them, whatever. theres never a blank. and some days thats all i want. to simply stop for a while. i love life, but seriously... yea. i hope i can find the time and incentive to write down all my thoughts sometime soon. 9:09 p.m. - 2004-01-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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