dragonblade0's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- go till you drop oh my god do i ever have enough plans and things that have to be done in the rest of the month. it's almost stupid. friday nomey and i went to jakes party. that was alright. i was happy to be there, but me being me, i eventually left and went upstairs. mind you, i did have a reason, i was trying to get ahold of tanya, and talking to fata about his possible ride there, and answering the phone when it rang. at one point, it rang, i picked it up, and someone asked 'hi, is my mom there?' i put down the phone and yell 'mooooom!! phones for you!' that was great. she laughed at me. after that it was just easier to be upstairs and listen to what was happening downstairs then actually be down there. it's just the way i work. nomey made a bit of a deal out of it, and kept saying things. at home later, she told mom. ayoi. mom figures it was because nomey was hanging off jake again. tanya showed up, and 2 minutes later, for some unknown reason she was in uber pain. scared me. like what the hell?? i stayed with her for a while, till she could come downstairs, slightly better. jake, being jake, blanks out every once in a while. like, seriously, falls over, can't support himself. i'm not sure if this is real. or if he just acts it. cause i mean, what the fuck. says he doesn't do drugs... then he was complaining about them, i dunno. but oh well. saturday morning there was judo, and i ACHE so much from that. was way too difficult to get out of bed this morning, and i couldn't just roll off my bed cause it's waist height. hence i stayed in bed sleeping till noon. i went to a 'girls night' at a friends. we spent 5 out of 6 hours talking about sex and boys. typical. was fun though. at 5 we're supposed to be going into ottawa to celebrate the chinese new year. tomorrow night tanya and i are going to see carlin. CARLIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm really looking forward to that. tuesday i think i'm having jake and mandy over to do tarot readings. as silly as that sounds it's actually really creepy how precise and true they can be... wednesday theres judo. uhhhhh judo. (paaaaaaaaiiiiiiin) thursday i have my oral exam in french. no funny cracks people. and i'll probably have babysitting. friday theres my history exam in the.... afternoon? i dunno. i have to check. i'll probably want to do something in town too. let's hope i don't have judo next saturday. i need to study for my history exam. english too. i'm not really worried about english, but i should know what i'm doing at least. monday is my english exam. tuesday i have off. need to talk to ND people and make plans to see them. wednesday, french exam. or maybe it's english wednesday and french monday. who knows. tanya's having an uber party on the 28th, thursday. i really want to go but i have no idea how i'm going to convince my parents to let me go. they just assume her parenst won't be there. which they won't... they'll be in cuba. how the hell am i going to pull this one off. and it'd be the perfect way to get rid of all the exam stress... the weekend after that is my darling brigitte's 19th birthday party. and then we have the beginning of 2nd semester. once that starts i have to find time to get ian over to my house and watch the wall with me. maybe jake too. and thankfully, i dunno whats after that. wish me luck, lets hope i don't drop dead and i can avoid any stress with my parents, though i have a bad feeling about that one... oh, and it better fucking warm up! it's been too damn cold to try and do anything, ever, like things i have to do at lunch. i can't always expect tanya to drive me places. AND, i want to dye my hair a dark red. but i have to find a semi-permanant hair dye. none of that permanent bullshit. DAMMIT my toes are freezing. stpid basement. i think i should find something semi relaxing to do. it's been forever since i've had so much to do and so much to deal with. deep breath... ayoi. 1:15 p.m. - 2004-01-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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